idiot !!

haha !! senangnye kan aku kene tipu! faten ko memang bodo !
sayang orang yang xpatut disayang . saye mmg suke kene tipu ngn org .
semalam break , arinie takat cintan ngn gurlz a.k.a xgf terang-terangan .
haishh ! asal la malang gilerr nasib aku cple ngn kaw . 
hampe gilerr ...@%$*&%
wtf! bs ! pkm !

the end ?

sampai sini kebahagian aku 

semuanye sudah berakhir . segale memories , kegembiraan , pahit manis bersame si dia hanya mampu bertahan sementare sahaja . ape yang ku idamkan hubungan yang kekal lame tidak menjadi . kadang - kadang aku merasakan banyak pahit dari manis . aku tidak lah sekuat mane untuk menjadi perempuan yang tabah . kerap juga menitiskan air mate . itu menjadi perkare bise . perasaan perempuan mane yang tidak terase bile kte rase didua kan oleh orang yang kita sayang . bagi dea itu hanyelah kawan . tapi perlu ke melebihkan exgf dari diri ini ? mane lah hati  nie xtrase . sometimes . aku sedar . aku xdapat masuk dunie dea . sorry dear . aku xdapat jadi yang terbaek tuk dea . aku xdapat mjadi peneman susah senang dea . ilovehimsodamnmuch . tp relationship wif him makin lame makin jauh aku rasekan . myb nie keputusan yang tepat untuk hbungan nie . semue nie penuh dengan kekeliruan . penuh dengan tande tanye! hmmm :'(

thanks penah bahagiakan i .

happy sangat2 bile bsame u .

sorry xdapat jadi terbaek tuk u .

be happy :)

cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rihanna-lyrics/cry-lyrics.html -]
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You?ll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cryOn my life

<3<3<3

what i've made . did i do wrong ?

sometimes i wonder whether i do is right .

i felt like he was far away in my life .

day by day ... i cant understand him anymore .

ilovehimsodamnmuch . yups i do !

but i was scared of ongoing stuation like this . 

i fear if not longer wif him . :'(

i was wondering , how long can i stand up to this kind 

does he really love me ?

whether he meant it ?

or hanya i yang beriya-iya and bertepuk sebelah tangan ?!

hurmmm! :(

Everyday I Patiently Wait

Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway

Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real

As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain

maybe it is true

im caught up on you

maybe i am wrong 

syg, i miss you !